Tuesday, 25 October 2011
Monday, 24 October 2011
I hate them. I hate having to work for them. I hate having to work.
Sunday, 23 October 2011
The plan was to get some hot chocolate from Artisan Choclatier on Westbourne Grove but the pain killers made me feel so sick I couldn't face it. At that point I realised I was seriously unwell and went home to bed.
Friday, 21 October 2011
Wednesday, 19 October 2011
Monday, 17 October 2011
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
Lunarium website which does calulations for you. You don't have to be involved in serious practice to incorporate planetary hours into your neurosis but it could be fun. If for example you are planning to purchase a lottery ticket then consider buying it on Thursday (day of Jupiter) planet of luck during the hour of Jupiter (see link) and see if it works. What is great about planetary hours is that it puts the night back where it belongs. In this system Saturday night lasts from sunset Saturday to sunrise on Sunday. No more 24 hour clocks - hurray.
Monday, 10 October 2011
I feel that I have been demoted from friend to stalker now that I man I was kind of ‘seeing’ has ignored 4 attempts to contact him. 1 email, no response, not surprised as he doesn’t use email much, 2 BBM messages no response, very odd as we ‘talk’ on Blackbree most days, 1 phone call – he didn’t pick up, I didn’t leave a message.
Lucky I have been working on my attachment and abandonment issues! My friend Jo was saying that we never really know what’s going on when this stuff happens but that it is a fantastic opportunity to question core beliefs about self or men that can arise at times like this.
It’s a trick and I am not going to fall for it. I know that the caprice of another cannot dictate my future happiness but my belief system certainly can.